The song

Alexa - Tak kan pernah bisa

Semakin dalam ku merindukanmu
Semakin jauh kau pergi dariku
Semakin jauh ku mencintaimu
Semakin dalam kau hancurkan aku

Reff:
Aku tak kan pernah bisa
Tak kan pernah bisa
Bersama, bersama, bersamamu
Ku tak kan pernah bisa

Semakin jauh ku mencintaimu
Semakin dalam kau hancurkan aku

Back to Reff:

Bersama, bersama, bersamamu
Ku tak kan pernah bisa
Tak kan pernah bisa
Tak kan pernah bisa
Tak kan pernah bisa
Tak kan pernah bisa

gak tau kenapa ya ini lagu ngena banget. lagu lama padahal. tapi sukanya sampe sekarang. the true story of my life, maybe! but i love this lyrics

Last Tuesday Night

Last Tuesday Night!!
We got a day ever.
We got a crazy day ever.
We got the best laug and talking together.
We got what we can't get in yesterday, yesterday
We got your Smile :)

we care.
we are solid.
we loved.
we like to other.
we care
of each other.

our.
love
future
dream
laugh
smile
chated
Never lost

i love they just the way they do
i care of them
i never want to lost this moment
i still want with they

thanks for the best moment ever
thanks for your day
thanks for the greatest Tuesday ever
thanks for the nice smile
thanks for all this time

me love you:)

part of Blastor-Xc,
Nida Riandita

Qoute For Today

"Ngerasa sedih itu
bukan pada saat gak ada seseorang di samping kita,
melainkan pada saat kita bahagia
tapi gakada yang bisa kita ajak ketawa"

Good News

yesterday would be a precious day. because A REAL LIFE start from yesterday. pembagian rapot dan penjurusan.
and I'd got SOCIAL class. yeah no prob! i happy, i am not science freak. i am a human that loved social:D because i still want have fun. and enjoy my young life.



lets we make our day will be beautiful and great! we're young. we want have fun, we want happy. anything that make us happy. it's Social class :D and i hope i can get SNMPTN in social. amin!
Caio Ninit:D study hard from now
and you'll get SNMPTN. AMINNNN!!

Young Girl,
Nida Riandita

The Fuckin' Life

I don't know why, lately my life so freak. unclear. awkward. and totally bored

Life.
something that you must through
weight or whatever
we have keep living it

So, what do you think about your future?
believe or not. until now i dunno my Future. damn huh? i know! i got my own way, and my parents always told me to be someone isn't me really. i am enough tired with this all. i know what are said to me is the best. but please mom, dad i have my own way. okay? i am not kid anymore. i know what is good and bad to me. i know what is I LIKE and DIDN'T! in the fact, i had an ambition. but i know my parents certainly underestimate my future.
and it's enough my fuckin' story

Friends.
people that always beside us
that support us
always together, no matter what happen

*fakesmile* i don't know their anymore. seriously, i hate them for now. it called a friend? OH! the fuckin' friends. the worst friends. the worst people in my life. damn. why God must unite me to them. instead of friends it should always beside us? instead of friends it should always support us? we sad together, but why at the happy moment you just both?without me? OK it's hurt!
and it's enough to show me if they is the worst people in my live

School.
the place to seek knowledge
the place that should be
confort place besides home

AH! it's too SUCKS. i can't describe about my school. it's totally SUCKS

A girl who hope everythings back to normal,
Nida Riandita

If my boyfriend said this to me, i'll be speechless.

i found this from tumblr

Girl : Forget you
Boy : Forget you too
Girl : I hate you, you never loved me
Boy : I NEVER LOVED YOU?! Tell me why I go the extra distance. Tell me why I take a 3hour bus to see you at 5AM in the morning. Tell me why I come and visit you at least once a month. I'm only 15. I can't drive, but I take the effort to come see you, even when it's in the pouring rain. Tell me why whenever you hang up, I'm always the one that calls you back until you pick up? Tell me why I always text you, just so you can reply back, so I know that you're okay. Tell me why I care for you so much? Tell me why I changed for you? I quit smoking, I quit rolling, I quit my gang bang crap, and all my bad ways just to be with you. You never asked me to, but I did. You know why? Cause I'd do anything to be with you.

what a selfish girl, right?

A girl hope not like the girl in that story,
Nida Riandita

EVOS

Evos is the event of our school SMAN 26 Jakarta. this event is like class meeting every one year. i played basketball girl on this event. My team is Suci, Vina, Rara, Ovi, Amira, Lidya, Diandra. we played the first day of EVOS. and I'm really nervous. we played versus Social Class, and in Social Class there's our senior ka Rara, and ka Risa. yeay:D

walaupun sempet gerogi juga ngelawan mereka, cause they is better than us! but......impossible we WON. yeayyyyy!! we won with score 14-2. and we played again in FINAL! we will play with IA class. sebenernya pas tanding sama Final agak kurang lancar dan menyenangkan karena ada "kejadian" yang mungkin emang gue akui kurang menyenangkan di mata kakak kelas. but a god news is WE WON AGAIN! and TO BE A WINNER;D so glad of this victory
this is some photos from Last day, EVOS

Learn

hai! baru aja selesai tawis dari sekolah dan sekarang baru sempet post lagi. dari acara itu gue dapat beberapa informasi dan pelajaran.

Jadi, di hari pertama itu. pas materi ke-2 itu kan motivator gitu, dan motivatornya ngasih liat kita video yang sangat sangat memberikan pelajaran buat gue. video itu menampilkan cewek bisu dan kurang dipendengarannya. Tapi dia sangat menyukai alat musik Violin. dari kecil dia hobi banget main violin,tapi ya gitu nadanya pasti berantakan dan suatu hari pas dia kecil dia melihat kakek pengemis di pasar bermain Violin dia sangat menyukai permainan kakek tersebut. sampai dia dewasa dia tetap bermain violin tapi hobinya itu selalu diremehkan sama kakak kandungnya sendiri yang sempurna, kakaknya tidak cacat dan dia bermain piano. Akhirnya dia putus asa dan tidak mau bermain Violin lagi. karena sedih dia melihat kakek pengemis yang dilihatnya pas kecil di pasar.
mereka berbicara bahasa isyarat dan ini ada textnya.

si kakek: "you still play the violin?"
dan si cewek langsung nangis.
si Cewek: "why am i different from others?"
si kakek: "why do you have to be like others? Music is visible thing. close your eyes and you will see"

ternyata kakek yang main Violin itu juga bisu. dia nggak bisa bicara dan ngga bisa denger, sama kayak cewek itu. dia latihan. latihan. latihan. kayak yang di kasih tau sama kakek itu caranya. close your eyes, and you will see. akhirnya dia dan kakaknya ikut lomba. dan giliran si cewek ini semua juri bengong karena permainannya sangat bagus. dan dialah juaranya.

dari cerita ini sih gue belajar. belajar dan belajar lagi. Dia aja yang nggak sempurna bisa, apalagi gue yang lahir dalam keadaan sempurna. gue pasti bisa ngejar cita-cita dan mimpi gue. dan satu lagi kita jangan memandang orang seperti si cewek sebelah mata.
kembali lagi gue mengingat pribahasa "nobody's perfect" setiap orang yang sempurna dalam hal fisik belum tentu sempurna di dalam hal lainnya, dan kebalikannya setiap orang yang kurang dalam fisik pasti punya kelebihan di bidang lainnya. Tuhan itu emang adil:)

Quote For Today

"Life will teach you how to Love. And Love will teach you how to Live"
-@ninokayam