me+you= ♥

like miley steward and oliver....

don't care about what they say

don't care miley was laying oliver

but oliver still believe her

♥ believe him

♥believe her

♥and trust me. we can through our relationship

like Troy and Gabriella.

it's a real true love

i like their relationship.

don't care about distance between their

don't care about sharpay, ryan or another people.

just they.

♥ trust me

♥ and i will trust you

♥ if you say 'i love you'

♥ i will replace 'i love you too'

like Ronnie and Will.

don't care about Will's family don't like Roonie

don't care about Roonie's ex

don't care about Will blunder committed against with Roonie's father

because it's about we not their

♥this relationship about us

♥don't care what people say about him

♥don't care about what they judge for me

♥because it's about we not their

hay...i'm Ninit

hayyy....i'm Ninit. i have a new hobby. i like make a video haha

video lypsinc or video cover.

i mean, it's because to many people have a video cover on youtube

i want share my video on youtube but i not

want this for now. later maybe.

it's just a simple pict. yeah not important right?

*sigh* i don't know what i must to do.

oke bayyyyyy...

The Nice Thing

.......Problem in our live like a RAIN.
......BUT, the nice things about RAIN
.........it's always stop

• i'll make it a wonderful
• now, i know one thing. if i have a problem i believe it's always stop
• sometimes rain certainly is bad. but sometimes rain is beautiful

.....every one want HAPPINES
.....no one want pain
....but one thing that must we know
.....we can't make a beautiful RAINBOW

......without a rain

• everyone is like Rainbow
• everyone never bored for look a rainbow
• Rainbow is a beautiful
• it's because everyone want to be like rainbow
• beautiful
• wonderful
• fullcolor
• and....all of people like a rainbow

why i still.........

1. why i still love you?
2. why i still miss you?
3. why i still want you come to me and say 'i still love you'?
4. why i still need you?
5. why i still expect of you?
6. why i can't repeat the time when i still with you?
7. why we must like this?

the answer is.........

• because, until now. i cant find another boy like you. just because you are the best thing that ever been mine. you could make me like this. it's a plenty reason, right?

• like what i say. because i can't find someone like you. everyday. i always thinks about you. think when we together, when you call my name everyday, when everything thing we through together

• it's a simple answer. because. I LOVE YOU.

• because, just you the only one that i want. just you that i want. you are the only one boy that i need. you could make me comfortable if i there's beside you. you could make me stop crying when i cry because everything that make me sad. you're perfect boy:')

• i still hope you come with me. i don't the meanly reason why. my heart say it.

• if God give me a one wishes. i want back to 2 years ago. when i with you. just it what i want. back to 2years ago.

• i want with you. now we are so different. we so far now. you to be a selfish and player person. not like that. and it's a reason why i disappointed of you now.

takdir

gue ditakdirin buat jadi ninit. gue udah ditakdirin punya orang tua yang agakover. gue ditakdirin ngga jadi orang yang pinter-pinter amat. gue ditakdirin hidup dikeluarga yang sederhana. gue ditakdirin buat sendiri. gue ditakdirin sekolah di 26. gue ditakdirin punya body ngga sexy kayak megan fox. gue ditakdirin buat jadi orang yang sensitive, cepet marah,egois.

jelek banget gue. ancur banget gue. tapi sejelek-jeleknya tadir gue ngga boleh ngeluh. yaaaa life must goes on. apapun yang terjadi inilah gue, gue udah dikasih ini semua sama Tuhan. walaupun gue ngga nyaman dengan gue, ya harus hadapin. kita ngga boleh ngelawan takdir juga.
banyak juga kok yang orang ngga bisa dapet tapi gue bisa dapet, tapi banyak juga yang orang bisa dapet tapi ngga bisa gue dapet. tapi kenapa ya gue sangat tidak nyaman dengan hidup gue.
gue ditakdirin bukan jadi orang yang bisa membuat orang lain tersenyum karena ada gue disitu. gue ditakdirin buat jadi orang biasa-biasa aja. gue ditakdirin bukan jadi cewek cantik. kalo dipanjangin bakalan panjang bngt.

bener ngga sih gue? salah ngga sih gue? gue udah bingung sama semuanya. banyak orang yang bikin kecewa sampe gue kayak gini

XOXOXOXO

ngga tau kenapa sekarang gue ngerasa sendiri banget. gue ngerasa ngga ada yang care sama gue, ngga ada yang peduli sama gue. gue aja yang ngerasa kayak gitu apa emang kenyataannya kayak gitu. semuanya berubah. berubah total. dulu ngga kayak gini, dulu gue punya bnyk temen disekitar gue, gue punya banyak orang yang peduli sama gue, gue punya banyak orang yang perhatian sama gue. tapi sekarang NOTHING. gue ngga punya siapa-siapa. gue ngerasa kenapa gue sendirian terus sih. apa emang gue ditakdirin buat kayak gini, apa emang gue ditakdirin buat dijauhin, apa emang gue ditakdirin buat sendiri kayak gini. bener-bener sendiri. gue ngga tau harus gimana. marah.kesel.sedih.bahagia.atau apa.

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gue mau lo yang dulu

gue mau ketawa lagi sama lo

gue mau lo perhatian ke gue lagi

gue mau lo peduli lagi sama gue

gue ngga mau lo berubah

gue pengen kita kayak dulu, bukan kita yang sekarang

this life..........

"this life just for those want fight"
we trough a life must fight for want get what us want. like...if we want a good score. we must study hard. not have fun. we must fighting for get a good score. the human never satisfied. what we get, good,bad or another. we always always complaining.

for now. i want study hard, i want to be good, i want to be fight for get what i want, i want to be better understanding, and more important i want to be useful for others, i want to be person who can make others smile or laugh if they there's beside me. i want that. i want this.
i just hope. it can work haha i mean it can granted. aminnnnnnn:)
TO BE A GREAT PERSON!!!! A BETTER PERSON!!!!



xoxoxoxo-------------@nitninit

Think

lanjutin postan yang qoute. masih inget yang "sebaik-baiknya manusia, adalah manusia yang memberikan manfaat untuk orang lain" dalam novel tersebut gue menemukan beberapa percakapan mereka yang the best banget.

"kalau kita melihat ke dalam diri kita sendiri, kita udah jadi manusia yang seperti itu belum sih? yang memberikan manfaat untuk orang lain"

"bukan manusia yang selalu mementingkan diri sendiri, manusia yang terlalu mencintai dirinya sendiri"

"udah belum ya? gue bermanfaat bagi orang lain"

"udah belum ya? gue bisa ngasih sesuatu dalam diri gue yang bisa membuat orang lain bahagia, bisa membuat orang lain bernapas lega karena ada gue di situ"

"ancur banget gue"

"gue gue gue dan gue. gue selalu memikirkan gue sendiri"

"manfaat?"

"udah belum?"

"mudah-mudahan belum terlambat"

"kalo tuhan memberikan kebebasan bagi setiap manusia untuk memilih, gue mau memilih jadi seorang yang selalu memberikan manfaat bagi orang lain"


okeeeeeeee....itu ada beberapa kutipan dari NOVEL 5CM yang melekat banget diotak gue, yang membuat gue lebih mikir lagi, yang bikin gue terus bertanya-tanya seperti yang mereka tanyakan.
makanya sebelum terlambat gue mau jadi orang kayak gitu. orang yang memberikan manfaat bagi orang lain, jadi orang yang bisa membuat orang yang ada di deket kita menjadi lebih tenang karena ada kita disitu:)



xoxoxoxo----------@nitninit