Karena kamu, saya berfikir.

Ada yang bilang "Dari api saya belajar. Semangat, gejolak, dan panas itu beguna bila pas takarannya. Namun menjadi bumerang disaat berlebih" dan saya pun berfikir, semua yang dia bilang, benar!

Dan ada yang bilang juga, katanya "Mantan itu utusan tuhan untuk kita lebih baik. Belajar dari salah, untuk komitmen di buku berikutnya" dari situ, saya berfikir lebih banyak lagi. Menjadikan semua yang pernah terjadi adalah rencana Tuhan untuk membuat kita lebih baik lagi di kedepannya. Di halaman selanjutnya, atau di bab berikutnya.

Saya pun pernah dengar orang itu bilang "Berpikir yang kemarin, khawatir tentang besok, menghilangkan kebahagiaan. Bahagia itu kita bisa hidup saat ini" kalimat ini yang sangat terngiang di telinga saya, kalimat ini yang sangat melekat di otak saya. Bahwa kita harus lebih bersyukur untuk dapat melihat apa yang dapat kita lihat hari ini. Semua ciptaan-Nya. Mensyukuri semua anugrah yang diberikan-Nya. Dan saya berfikir untuk selalu bahagia di tiap harinya.

Orang itu juga mengatakan "Saat dewasa kelak. Saya nggak ingin jadi DEWA, yang berada di atas manusia. Saya cuma ingin jadi PADI merunduk, yang berguna buat manusia" dan saya kembali berfikir. Untuk apa jadi orang hebat, dan terkenal, dan.....apalah kalau tidak dihormati orang lain, bukannya setiap orang ingin dirinya dihormati orang lain? Jadilah, padi yang merunduk yang berguna untuk orang lain, karena pasti kehadiran kita disitu lebih diingkan oleh orang lain.

Saya juga dengar dia menulis "tapi manusia itu seniman yang ngebuat sebuah karya, sebuah produk, dan dasyatnya membuat faith, atas izin 'DIA'" disini. Saya. Speechless.

Dia juga membuat saya berfikir dengan kata-katanya "Capek itu biasanya disaat kita lupa bersyukur. Disaat inget bersyukur cuma ada kata puas" sejak saat itu pun, tidak pernah lupa saya menucap syukur, atas semua yang diberikan, atas semua kebahagian, dan orang-orang yang telah diberikan oleh-Nya yang berada di sekitar saya. Terima Kasih. Alhamdulillah.

Kata-kata dia juga mengingatkan saya. Saat dia mengatakan "Kita nggak bisa memaafkan seseorang karena kita dalam kondisi bodoh untuk bisa mengerti esensi manusia tidak luput dari kesalahan" dari situ saya kembali berfikir, dan saya langsung mengerti, kalau setiap manusia adalah 'makhluk hidup yang diciptakan Tuhan dan makhluk hidup yang tidak luput dari kesalahan', dari sekarang mencoba untuk cerdas, mencoba untuk mempraktekan semua yang dia bilang, yaitu memaafkan segala kesalahan orang lain.

Dan dia juga membuat saya menjadi orang yang selalu mengucapkan terima kasih untuk alam semesta karena dia menulis "Terima kasih semesta. Untuk oksigen yang tiap hari ku hirup. Untuk air yang tiap hari ku minum. Untuk kehidupan yang lebih dari indah" saya berterima kasih kepada kamu semesta, karena telah memberikan segalanya yang kita butuhkan.

Terakhir, saya pingin bilang

Karena dia, saya berfikir

Karena dia, saya mengerti

Karena dia, saya banyak belajar

Semua karena dia,

Karena dia, @TheoFaybriean

Terima Kasih, pelajaran hidupnya.

I just found a amazing book, after looked @bismakarisma tweeted, he tweet about the book tittle "whatever you think, think the opposite" and I think to search that book at bookstore, untungnya belum sempet ke toko buku and I found that book on my brother stack books. Langsung baca dan terbengong-bengong sama isinya, banyak sekali pelajaran hidupnya.
.Mendidik
.Mengajarkan
dan memberi sebuah tamparan tentang hidup. 
I was impressed with that book.

Paul Arden gave me a motivation, an understanding about life, about patterns of thinking. In this book "think the opposite" means if other people think long hair is good for this year. Make it to be short hair, and you'll be trendsetter. It's just a little example about that book, and many things he told us to be different to others, in positive way. I'd done to write a post about "try to do something" means try to do something nice to make a batter situation. Disitu gue bilang jangan pernah takut untuk kalah, mungkin kebanyakan orang merasa gengsi atau takut sama yang namanya 'kekalahan' tapi disini gue belajar untuk berbeda dari mereka, learn to be brave. Berani untuk malu.

balik lagi ke buku, i found some quote on this book, such as:

"It's not how good you are, It's how good you want to be"

This quote was so amazing, all the time we're busy to found the way to look good in front of other, busy with all the stuff we had. But, from this I realize if I never be a good human if i just think how to look good in front of others, but the real good I am is what I am to be.

"You are the person you chose to be"

I chose my future by my self, not him, her, or them.

"It's not where you take things from - it's where you 

take them to"

Ini bukan dimana gue menerimanya, tapi ini dimana gue mendapatkannya. WOW! pelajaran banget. It's for a copycat maybe. Because the writer describe this page about a thief.

and that's all my review for my favorite book, The book that can give me A PRECIOUS KNOWLEDGE OF LIFE. Something that i can never get at school or when my lecturer teaching. This book is like push me to always thinking brave. no mainstream lah istilahnya jaman sekarang. Dan sekali lagi, yang sangat sangat gue pelajari dari buku ini, Pikirkan Apa yang Orang Tidak Pernah Pikirkan. It's the way simple sentence to end this post.

Yang memikirkan apa yang orang lain tidak pernah pikirkan,

Nida Riandita 

New age, New way to think

Long time no post, I enough busy with school assignment and absolutly with this fuckin life.

I just wanna tell you now i had a new AGE. 17th. In my country 17th means everything, means you' grow up, you begin to look up the 'real' world, you get your identity card, and your driving license, you get full of confidence of your parents, and the most important your responsibility is more bigger than your age, before. Start to think up, not childish anymore. Be more think to future, not just want to have fun. Have-fun still the most important thing to refresh our feel&brain. But, there should be limits. I am young, and i wanna through this life with fun. with HAHA (it means with laugh, smile, and caring of each other). with Smile (as always). and try to not cry in front of others. Cry for a baby, and cry is just show if you're weak(not including for cry because too much happy, or sad of something tragedy).

And i wanna hope in my new age, I would to be my self. And my bad habit gone. I wish.

Try to do something

Competition. satu kata yang gue pikirkan, ketika gue mau nulis ini di blog. Ekskul gue disekolah basket, itu berhubungan dengan competition, sebuah games pasti ada yang menang dan ada yang kalah. juara 1 gak mungkin ada 2 (dalam pertandingan basket), juara 2 juga gak mungkin ada 2. yang namanya juara pasti cuma 1, maka dari itu kita harus berusaha jadi yang terbaik itulah. To the point aja deh. why we must afraid to do something to be a SOMETHING BETTER!why we must afraid to lose, whereas we practice and learn

kenapa? karena kalah itu sesuatu yang memalukan? something that show if we are loser or afraid people despise us. Apa salahnya mencoba? gue yakin atlit-atlit yang udah jago sekarang juga pernah kalah. contohnya aja yang gampang Taufik Hidayat yang sering kita liat di tv, dia terkenal banget kan sebagai atlit yang "jago" badminton, tapi kenyataannya dia juga pernah kalah. itu tuh yang namanya atlit sejati not afraid of defeat. But, try to be a winner. Try to be something better, try to be the best of the best. We never know what happen in future, if we give up now. The fast is we live in reality, not always happy ending. But, we can make sad ending to be happy ending if we want to try, and NOT AFRAID to try something.Pelatih gue pernah bilang "kalian masih belajar, wajar kalo masih salah. gak ada salah nyoba, kalo ada tanding-tanding gitu ikut aja, menang/kalah urusan belakangan" itulah yang gue camkan saat ini. Tapi pandangan itu selalu disalah artikan sama temen-temen gue yang lain. Kalo sekarang sih udah whatever they say deh.

"if you're not making mistakes, you're not taking risks, and that means you're not going anywhere. The key is to make mistakes faster than competition, so you have more change to learn and win"

-John W. Holt, Jr.

Amazing. keren banget itu qoutes, semua yang gue tulis. Intinya cuma itu, ada di qoutenya John W. Holt. He's true, we must more brave to taking risks, if we afraid for taking a risks, we're not going anywhere. We would stuck! it's means we're loser. Thanks for read, and try to be winner:)

The Fuckin' Life

I don't know why, lately my life so freak. unclear. awkward. and totally bored

Life.
something that you must through
weight or whatever
we have keep living it

So, what do you think about your future?
believe or not. until now i dunno my Future. damn huh? i know! i got my own way, and my parents always told me to be someone isn't me really. i am enough tired with this all. i know what are said to me is the best. but please mom, dad i have my own way. okay? i am not kid anymore. i know what is good and bad to me. i know what is I LIKE and DIDN'T! in the fact, i had an ambition. but i know my parents certainly underestimate my future.
and it's enough my fuckin' story

Friends.
people that always beside us
that support us
always together, no matter what happen

*fakesmile* i don't know their anymore. seriously, i hate them for now. it called a friend? OH! the fuckin' friends. the worst friends. the worst people in my life. damn. why God must unite me to them. instead of friends it should always beside us? instead of friends it should always support us? we sad together, but why at the happy moment you just both?without me? OK it's hurt!
and it's enough to show me if they is the worst people in my live

School.
the place to seek knowledge
the place that should be
confort place besides home

AH! it's too SUCKS. i can't describe about my school. it's totally SUCKS

A girl who hope everythings back to normal,
Nida Riandita

Learn

hai! baru aja selesai tawis dari sekolah dan sekarang baru sempet post lagi. dari acara itu gue dapat beberapa informasi dan pelajaran.

Jadi, di hari pertama itu. pas materi ke-2 itu kan motivator gitu, dan motivatornya ngasih liat kita video yang sangat sangat memberikan pelajaran buat gue. video itu menampilkan cewek bisu dan kurang dipendengarannya. Tapi dia sangat menyukai alat musik Violin. dari kecil dia hobi banget main violin,tapi ya gitu nadanya pasti berantakan dan suatu hari pas dia kecil dia melihat kakek pengemis di pasar bermain Violin dia sangat menyukai permainan kakek tersebut. sampai dia dewasa dia tetap bermain violin tapi hobinya itu selalu diremehkan sama kakak kandungnya sendiri yang sempurna, kakaknya tidak cacat dan dia bermain piano. Akhirnya dia putus asa dan tidak mau bermain Violin lagi. karena sedih dia melihat kakek pengemis yang dilihatnya pas kecil di pasar.
mereka berbicara bahasa isyarat dan ini ada textnya.

si kakek: "you still play the violin?"
dan si cewek langsung nangis.
si Cewek: "why am i different from others?"
si kakek: "why do you have to be like others? Music is visible thing. close your eyes and you will see"

ternyata kakek yang main Violin itu juga bisu. dia nggak bisa bicara dan ngga bisa denger, sama kayak cewek itu. dia latihan. latihan. latihan. kayak yang di kasih tau sama kakek itu caranya. close your eyes, and you will see. akhirnya dia dan kakaknya ikut lomba. dan giliran si cewek ini semua juri bengong karena permainannya sangat bagus. dan dialah juaranya.

dari cerita ini sih gue belajar. belajar dan belajar lagi. Dia aja yang nggak sempurna bisa, apalagi gue yang lahir dalam keadaan sempurna. gue pasti bisa ngejar cita-cita dan mimpi gue. dan satu lagi kita jangan memandang orang seperti si cewek sebelah mata.
kembali lagi gue mengingat pribahasa "nobody's perfect" setiap orang yang sempurna dalam hal fisik belum tentu sempurna di dalam hal lainnya, dan kebalikannya setiap orang yang kurang dalam fisik pasti punya kelebihan di bidang lainnya. Tuhan itu emang adil:)

Thanks For Being With Me

thanks for the best expectation that you give for me

thanks because you've already make my day was beautiful

thanks for making me realize that we must fight for life and that life must be forded through the spirit, struggle, and willpower

thanks because you've give me the biggest happiness in my life

thanks because you've already give me something that anyone can't give for me

thanks for teach me to pray for the beloved people in my life can happy

thanks for change my empty life becomes full of color

thanks for become only guy extraordinary and unmatched ever entered in my life

thanks for being the only person who can make me give in

thanks......for being my guardian!
thanks......for being king for my life!





Who have experienced,
Nida Riandita

Weird oh Freak oh Awkward

ohhhh back oh backkk....please back the nice the beautiful moment. enough tired trough this fuckin life. I entered high school during all devastated, bleak, i Swear!
let alone all the strange apartment, I should be doing aja confused ancur value all, the state of chaos. apartment is not really only a few are cool and fun I think that could make the rest crazy madness tacky.
may take time yes it all, did not have that instant all need to process as well as about the solidity of a force
I miss you always miss you, miss the best force can be like a 'fraternity' when they used to be. I've tried to strong and happy but still can not wrote it all different, all strange. very strange. they are not what I wanted, happy-happy over my suffering. senengnya wants his own self. damn!
for now I try to be patient aja times yes. time must continue to walk, run every heart with a smile and i believe everything gonna be alright. and i believe All that happened will of beautiful someday

Thinks

now. 23.00 but i can't sleep. i don't know what must i have to do. finally, i open my laptop and yeah....post!!!! connection is bad, it's very slowly. i wanna tell you about.......why.i.still.singel?

until now. i still thinks, why i still single? am i childish? am i selfish? or what? i thinks because I WANT A PERFECTLY. we know all people not perfect. but i want he or whowhateve that i love, i like or as my boyf is perfect. i mean he must kind of me, really love me. but honestly i like a handsome boy(i am not unbeliever) and a important thing. he can make my feel is good, if i there's beside him. trough a relationship for make our fell happy, not for make our fell is bad(put your hands. if you agree with me!!)
but, i must change it. i am not selfish. God have a good one for me. but know i don't know his. but if God show me that time. certainly i know him.
maybe, God tell me if better I'm single now. but one the nice thing. i have my family and my friends that they love me. really i don't sad about this. i just think what wrong with me?

hay...i'm Ninit

hayyy....i'm Ninit. i have a new hobby. i like make a video haha

video lypsinc or video cover.

i mean, it's because to many people have a video cover on youtube

i want share my video on youtube but i not

want this for now. later maybe.

it's just a simple pict. yeah not important right?

*sigh* i don't know what i must to do.

oke bayyyyyy...

The Nice Thing

.......Problem in our live like a RAIN.
......BUT, the nice things about RAIN
.........it's always stop

• i'll make it a wonderful
• now, i know one thing. if i have a problem i believe it's always stop
• sometimes rain certainly is bad. but sometimes rain is beautiful

.....every one want HAPPINES
.....no one want pain
....but one thing that must we know
.....we can't make a beautiful RAINBOW

......without a rain

• everyone is like Rainbow
• everyone never bored for look a rainbow
• Rainbow is a beautiful
• it's because everyone want to be like rainbow
• beautiful
• wonderful
• fullcolor
• and....all of people like a rainbow

why i still.........

1. why i still love you?
2. why i still miss you?
3. why i still want you come to me and say 'i still love you'?
4. why i still need you?
5. why i still expect of you?
6. why i can't repeat the time when i still with you?
7. why we must like this?

the answer is.........

• because, until now. i cant find another boy like you. just because you are the best thing that ever been mine. you could make me like this. it's a plenty reason, right?

• like what i say. because i can't find someone like you. everyday. i always thinks about you. think when we together, when you call my name everyday, when everything thing we through together

• it's a simple answer. because. I LOVE YOU.

• because, just you the only one that i want. just you that i want. you are the only one boy that i need. you could make me comfortable if i there's beside you. you could make me stop crying when i cry because everything that make me sad. you're perfect boy:')

• i still hope you come with me. i don't the meanly reason why. my heart say it.

• if God give me a one wishes. i want back to 2 years ago. when i with you. just it what i want. back to 2years ago.

• i want with you. now we are so different. we so far now. you to be a selfish and player person. not like that. and it's a reason why i disappointed of you now.

bright future

bright future? atau cita cita. pasti semua orang punya cita-cita. yang nentuin masa depan atau cita-cita kita sendiri. bukan orang tua kita. tapi kenapa orang tua kita seolah yang akan membentuk kita jadi yang mereka mau. i want have fun now, but they told me for study. they always told me for study, study, study and study. i want to be something tapi bukan bentukan dari orang tua gue, gue mau melakukan yang gue seneng, yang gue mau.

cita-cita gue sederhana. gue pengen orang suka baca cerita gue. gue pengen orang terinspirasi baca cerita gue, dan gue pengen orang terhibur baca cerita gue. udah itu aja. itu cita-cita gue pengen jadi novelis. tapi gue yakin orang tua gue ngga akan ngedukung. padahal itu lah yang gue suka. gue suka seni. tapi pasti mereka ngga akan pernah ngerti dan ngga mau gue jadi kayak gitu.

i want trough a life with what i want. that make me happy, anything that i like. and i want. not from my parents. just from my self, anythings will be wonderful if we through something with your heart. not cause them, him or her. just from your heart.

what-ever!!

i dont't know what i read in this post. i don't know why i always.........in bahasa "galau" LOL, yah maybe that's right. maybe because i fell lonely. i alone in my home. it's because i always hang out with my friend. but my father angry with me if i went to home always too night, but i have a reason why i like that. i am lonely!
it's just what i can say. but my father doesn't understand me, that he want i always me stuck in home, study or just online. but you know? it's so bored. i can't laugh, talking with others, and manymore, i just read activities people or anthing. seriously, i realy realy get out from this home, in this home, just make me sad!

part of.........

i'm a part of
#fraternity27

and i'm a part of

#26 '013

new blog's name

hay nama blog gue baru loh....
tadinya kan 'my life,my story,my soul'
sekarang jadi 'Sweetpucino'
kenapa namanya 'Sweetpucino'


jadiiiiiiiii..............
itu gabungan dari sweet sama cappucino
kenapa cappucino karna gue suka cappucino
hahaha gak deng
karna menurut gue
cappucino itu kan pahit, ngga pait pait juga sih
rada manis
makanya biar ngimbangin pahitnya cappucino itu
gue nambahin kata SWEET
yang artinya manis
sama kayak kehidupan yang gue jalanin
atau yang gue ceritain di blog ini
ada yang manis dan ada yang pahit

itu karenanya
gue namain blog ini
dengan nama
Sweetpucino
yah i hope you can enjoy with this

kritik dan saran bisa ketik di c-box
xoxoxo^^
Nida Riandita

daftar SMA yang meribetkan

SUMPAH!!!!!!
gue. kesel. sama. diknas. akh. damn!
ngeselin banget ish.
tau ngga sih kenapa gue kesel?
gue kesel karna.............
PENDAFTARAN SMA 'DIULANG'
tolong ya digaris bawahi. DIULANG.
DIULANG!!!!!

Astaga tuhan. ampun deeeeeh
gue udah capek bolak balik 26
nungguin printout
keluar uang, bensin
tapi percumaaaaaaaa
ah ngeselin sumpah!!!
rencananya besok
gue daftar ulang lagi sama nyokap
doain aja ya supaya ngga diulang ulang lagi
udah besok terakhir.
amin.
dan semoga gue masuk SMA 26 Jakarta.

pendaftaran SMA

hallooooo semua........
lagi nunggu nama gue muncul di ppdb nih
jadi iseng ngepost deh

gue mau cerita ini aja deh hari pertama pendaftaran
sumpah gue kesel banget!!!!!!!
jadi gini, gue dateng kan sama ila, faniy
jam 9 sampe sana (SMA 26 Jakarta)
gue dapet nomer 311(gile ngga tuh)
trus yauda deh tuh ngisi data
ngisi pilihan sekolah
gue sih milihnya 28,26,6,14,3

abis itu kata petugasnya suruh tunggu di aula
ternyata aula penuh banget daaaaan
KOMPUTER RUSAK....akh dem!
kesel banget gue disitu
disitu baru nomer 60an gitu deh
sementara nomer gue??????? 311
gila aja kan
yauda deh trus kata petugasnya pulang aja balik besok
karna percuma klo ditungguin ngga akan bisa
yauda akhirnya gue pulang tuh bertiga
eh ngga pulang deng ke PH haha
nonton eclipse sampe jam 14.30
abis itu temen gue ada yang bbmin gue
katanya udah bisa
yauda deh tuh akhirnya gue bertiga otw 26 lagi
dan setengah perjalanan.............
temen gue bbmin gue lagi
"nit, gue diusir, katanya suruh balik besok. taikucing"
disitu. gue. lemes!!!!

oke besoknya gue balik lagi ke 26(bareng nyokap)
eh pas sampe sana, baru aja duduk petugasnya bilang
"nomer diatas 285 lebih baik pulang dulu karna komputer
kita masih rusak"
nah? nomer gue?311
jadi deh gue pulang lagi sama nyokap.
disitu. gue. kesel!!!

besoknya lagi(hari ini)
gue sama bokap akhirnya yang dateng,
kebetulan hari libur jadi bokap bisa nganterin
sengaja banget pagi pagi dateng
jam 07.30 gue otw 26
eh untungnya ngga disuruh pulang lagi hahaha
langsung dapet bukti pendaftaran
pulang deh, tinggal nunggu di internet

soulmate in there.....

bingung sebenernya mau ngepost apa, tapi blog sepi banget
yauda lah ngepost asal aja

soulmate......
what is the meaning of SOULMATE??
menurut gue soulmate itu bukan sama pacar aja
sahabat juga soulmate



menurut kalian ini bisa dibilang soulmate???
dua anak kecil.
menurut gue mereka juga belum tau apa itu cinta
menurut gue juga mereka ngga ngerti tentang cinta
tapi kenapa si cowok dalam gambar itu bisa nyium ceweknya?
sayang?
dari kecil kita juga punya rasa sayang terhadap siapa aja



atau ini? sepasang remaja
ini bisa ngga sih dibilang soulmate?
menurut gue belum,
siapa tau nanti mereka bisa putus atau apa



menurut gue, inilah soulmate
sebuah persahabatan
saling bersama
gue suka pict itu mereka semua berpegangan tangan
menandakan bahwa mereka saling sayang
dan tidak akan berpisah


yes, meybe it's just some words that i can show for you
maybe it's not important
it's so simple
but, i happy to write it:)

development

kita sebagai manusia pasti berkembang
di postan gue kali ini, gue mau mengambarkan hidup manusia
dari awal hidup sampai akhir hayat



baby. kita masih polos masih ngga tau apa-apa
kita ngga bisa apa-apa. masih dengan segala kepolosan kita





abis itu jadi anak-anak. kid
haha udah bisa ngomong, lari-lari lagi bandel-bandelnya
sering ngusilin anak orang, sering main
suka iri klo orang tua kita suka ngeladenin adek kita
atau ngga sepupu kita yang masih bayi





abis itu remaja.
dimana kita menuju dewasa
mau nyari jati diri
jadi masih suka mau coba-coba hal baru
disinilah masa tersulit
kalo dimasa remaja kita udah terjerumus ke hal negative
dewasa juga kita akan meuju ke hal-hal yang lebih negative
masa remaja itu masa yang paling seru
banyak hal baru yang kita lakuin di masa remaja

abis remaja, dewasa.
udah ngga nyoba hal-hal baru deh
ini ngga jauh beda sama remaja
nedanya dewasa udah bisa nonton film yang 22tahun keatas haha
klo remaja kan ngga bisa
dan bedanya juga udah punya KTP atau SIM
udah bisa masuk ke club haha

abis remaja kita menuju ke tua.
hahaha engga engga blm
setengah tua? yaaaaap
kita jadi mama/papa yang terbaik buat anak kita

abis itu kita menuju tua beneran
kakek-nenek beneran haha




gue nemu gambar itu di google.
gue search "old man and old woman"
eh nemu gambar itu
envy banget liatnya
mereka udah tua
tapi masih bisa semesra itu
dan juga mereka masih bisa bersama
liat deh wajah kakeknya
ceria banget ya, ceria banget sama istri yang lagi nyium dia
i'm happy if i look that pict.
that my dream.
we will be together till us die
we will smile together
and anything that make me happy with him